4th
Issue
May 17, 2005
11 - Serpent
Balance; is the only Victory and the
only Glory
First
I want to express as well as I can with these words, my deepest
gratitude for everyone who has wished me well through this latest
adventure. And a special thanks to Madaline who has been growing
with me as we have taken each step together in this marvelous
and drastic healing process. Getting sick wasn’t so bad
it was gradual it took a while sneaking up on me yah know? It’s
been this quick YOU turn around and this accelerated healing
process that has hurt like hell. What a morning of the 4th Day
this has been! (Dawn, Dec 4, 04 – Noon, June 1, 05 Dusk,
Nov. 28, 2005) I’m impressed. (You can read the whole
raging saga if you wish by going to this link on the Mayan Majix
website: https://www.mayanmajix.com/wp/ian-journal/
Well,
let’s start with an update on how my body is doing.
On
March 23rd, 2005 I heard I had cancer from lab test results.
On April 3rd I started getting Ozone treatments and drinking
a diet of fresh, raw, organic Fruits & Vegetables and
taking Black Salve and Mega-H. By April 20th the Cancer was
no longer in my body. My body’s PH now hovers around
7.2 Cancer cannot live in that kind of environment. What is
still in my body is the remains of the tumor that had grown
inside my right lymph gland. It is about the size and shape
of my thumb. That means that the lymph gland which is usually
¼ inch long or so is a little stretched you could say.
Yes, this is painful, even to swallow and I can’t chew
anything yet because the jaw muscles and joint are too upset.
Next, this lymphic tumorous mass grew right between some very
sensitive muscles in my neck and then fell from my jaw line
to where it is riding right on top of my vocal cords. This
is why my voice sounds very weird and it hurts to speak. So
the “great” speaker Ian Xel Lungold is not what
or who he thought he was anymore is he? (Haven’t I read
somewhere about people discovering who and what they are not?)
Well, at least for the moment I am more or less in silent
retreat. There are two ways to fix this. One is let nature
and my body take its time dissolving the tumor and put up
with the pain and condition until it’s over in a few
months to a year. The other is to raise the cash to get the
mass removed surgically.
I
have really gotten a chance over the last 52 days since March
23rd to sit and look at what I have been doing with my life
in the 57 years that I have been on the planet in this body.
And I have had some time to do some stuff and to gather some
experience. While I am not especially proud of every moment,
I am extremely satisfied with what my xperience has come together
to build. Like a sculpture, a poem or a painting well done,
there it is. Go ahead and look, even stare and point if you
wish, here’s what I’ve done. (And there’s
more to be done my friends.)
The
one thing that has jumped right out at me in the self examination
of my life is that my own truth has always been the best medicine
even if it was the most bitter.
“What
you pay attention to you become conscious of.” And the
obverse, “What you do not pay attention to you are not
conscious of and will eventually become the effect of rather
than at cause over.” In all of my 57 years these circumstances
of paying attention or not are all that has happened over
and over in many different ways. That is all that has happened
in my recent life as well. Over the last couple of years I
have not been spending enough attention on my body to keep
it well and then I became the effect of it.
Attention
is the first step of any manifestation.
Intention
is the next step in manifestation of what ever is wanted and
needed.
The
next step in manifestation is Integrity.
The
last step of manifestation is being connected to your Intuition.
The
statement “You only get what you ask for,” is
true because it is a stated intention that can focus the attention
of multiple beings on one particular out come from a sea of
possible futures. It is the collective focus that actually
brings about the manifestation. Once again looking over my
life I find that there has always been a level of very basic
survival, you might say Spartan rather than comfortable that
I have expected. In other words what I asked for (very little)
and that is what I have gotten. I have not consistently asked
for more for myself. A perfect example of this is how we sell
our tapes, videos and DVDs. We tell people; “Please
buy one and then copy it as many times as you want to and
give them away.” That is how I have been in general
about money. “Come to the talks whether you can donate
or not” or “Here.” “Have a Mayan calendar
if you will share it with others.” These are things
that you who know me have heard me say and seen me do. I have
not asked a lot for myself and so I do not have a lot. Simple
as that. For instance I do not have the $20,000 to $30,000
that the surgery would cost.
What
I do have, is 3000+ people who are now very conscious of my
current situation and available to witness the mechanics of
manifestation. Statistically each of you on average forwards
this news letter 10 times so that is 30,000 readers at least
and because some web sites and bulletin boards carry this
as well, there’s an untold number of people who are
reading these articles. That is a whole lot of attention exposed
and focused on an intended outcome.
The
next step in manifestation is Integrity.
Integrity
is a wholeness that is transparent and establishing Integrity,
involves follow through and sustainability. Integrity is the
gut check in the process of manifestation. There is a building
and support on the part of creation itself when an intention
is based on integrity. If there is a lacking of integrity
in any manifestation there comes immediately due and payable,
an enormous spiritual cost of decreased awareness on the part
of the individuals involved and opportunities for those persons
to connect with the rest of creation are strangled off with
pangs of guilt and moves of self defense. Through-out all
of history we have seen the falling of the greedy and mighty.
Once again we are all going to witness the fall of those who
have created out of balance manifestations and systems in
the next few years. Ethics and Integrity are sustainable because
they are built on balance. Might, greed and the power to dominate
can not be sustained because it lacks the integrity found
in balance.
Balance;
is the only Victory and the only Glory. (You can quote me
on that.)
Integrity is wholeness and transparency so being as honest
with yourself and as many others as possible in as big an
arena as possible are the intuitive actions to take at this
time. This is how we will connect and know each other my brothers
and sisters, by our willingness and ability to reach out to
assist each other and in turn be fully open to receive what
we truly need. This is the evolution of consciousness we are
moving through right now. We’re individually connecting
and surrendering to our oneness nature.
Intuitively, instinctually I reached out to you my family,
in a message near the end of March announcing that I had cancer
and mentioning donations. From that message miracles manifested
including the Ozone treatments and approximately $3,200.00
in donations. Thank you so very much to the 30 or so people
who have donated. Matty and I have fed, transported, housed,
treated and medicated ourselves and I have healed from cancer
with those funds. Once again, we received just exactly what
was needed and thank you all. Riding our intuition, splashing
in the light and flow of creation has been the greatest test
and joy through all of Matty and my adventures. In your intuition
you step as a child into your future, open to all of creation’s
options and solutions. Matty and I stand in awe of how everything
has flowed in our lives and we have only increased our trust
by the use of it. Even this latest bout with illness and pain
has brought blessing and lessons that would not otherwise
have been realized or learned. I am grateful to have received
these and to have been able to share what I have so far with
all of you.
What
I am doing here, is stating what is now needed and wanted
and together we will see it manifest into my ability to go
back to doing talks in person and on the radio with a brand
new view point and appreciation for the dear gift of life
and a deepen understanding of our ability to manifest our
own reality as I have just literally done,
as I have walked away from death’s door over the past
40 days.
So
statistically here are about 30,000 of you who read each 4th
Day News including this one. If the information you have received
from these postings has been worth a dollar or two, or ten
or $100.00 send it along as a donation through PAYPAL and
we will have collectively manifested exactly what I have been
speaking about.
Attention, Intention, Integrity and Intuition = Manifestation.
If
you have your own thoughts or opinions about my request please
respond with those as well.
Those thoughts and feelings are all part of this manifestation
whether pro or con so please do share them and some will be
posted at our web page if that is alright with you.
Also
please understand that I recognize each donation as an investment
in the further dissemination of the truths that I am honored
to carry and that I fully intend that each of you receive
a return on that investment.
Now
in brief what we should be seeing in the next few months.
We rapidly approach June 1st which is the mid point or pivot
point of the Galactic consciousness cycle on the Mayan calendar.
From that day on consciousness will be much more focused on
ethics and integrity and increasingly intolerant of shady
dealings. This will increase the pressure on those who are
sustained by domination. These beings will begin lashing out
in earnest now as their actions and motives are systematically
uncovered by increasing consciousness. Do not be seduced by
your emotions to go rise up and demonstrate against the government,
police or religious orders and such.
Stay
alert and stay out of the way while making your own way.
The
act of shying away from those negative influences in its self
will sometimes be great tests of courage. In the “world”
there will be great tides of emotion stirred by outrageous
events designed to polarize the public. We will see people
moving, shifting relationships and disappearing from our lives
in every way you can imagine. Each of us stands to gain more
than we can lose in every sense. All that we now know or possess
is based on the limits of what had been discovered and developed
in the past up to this point. The very basis of our energy
economy and world order is just about to go extinct as free
energy is scheduled to come on line publicly in the next few
months. From here on my friends, possibilities are going to
explode as the consciousness lid comes off on new technologies
like Zero Point energy, levitation and teleportation. The
fact that we are each manifesting our own reality will become
a wide spread agreement and there will be teaching and practice
of creating alternate realities as the world of systematic
economic and political domination falls into its own chaos.
We are not here to “Save the World” We are here
to rebuild a paradise.
Get ready to gather, ready yourself to answer the call to
walk your dreams.
(That is how, when and why they come true.)
Do
not fear change or consequence, embrace growth into more possibilities.
Through the very worst of circumstance you are still creating
the outcome.
Make it a good one.
In
service,
Ian Xel Lungold