9th
Issue
October 11, 2004
1 - Deer
I
know that all of you have been going through many changes,
the same as I have. Everyone I meet is going through many
changes in consciousness, whether precipitated by new information
coming to light in their lives or by circumstantial changes
they perceive as being out of their control. I am not going
to bore you with the details of my own travails and victories
while on the road. Let’s just say that it has been more
personally rewarding than anything I have ever done. It ain’t
been easy, but it sure has been worth the effort.
Somehow,
a successful, growing road trip is being created, with many
people willing to step in and help, abundant opportunities
appearing out of the blue without piles of money being received
or spent.
Outright
magic has occurred many times while we have been doing this
work; I have become suspicious that maybe we may be doing
something right here. So I have been paying attention, and
I’ve noticed some things.
There
have been so many new openings in the understanding of the
nature of our current reality that I have actually started
giving a whole new talk called “The Evolution Continues.”
I am going to attempt to put this concept across in this issue.
So
here we go.
I
guess I have coined a new word. Majix.
Magic
is the inexplicable manifestation of an intention.
Majix
is the understood relationship between Attention, Intention,
Integrity and Intuition that manifests whatever will forward
the evolution of consciousness in oneself and for others,
with or without any linear or logical progression.
These
four pillars, Attention, Intention, Integrity and Intuition
are the foundations of walking Majix in your life; they are
the tools that Matty and I have been using on this adventure.
Attention
In
the first place, a person must “show up” in the
moment in order for Majix to happen. You must be paying attention
to be conscious of the elements of creation that exist in
your present moment. It is with all that is actually available
in the present that you will be manifesting your future. Paying
attention is not that easy to do all the time.
Sometimes
it takes great courage to continue to pay attention when something
looks threatening or approaches a level of pain at which you
are extremely uncomfortable.
Sometimes
it takes great courage to face the overwhelming admiration
that you are receiving, or the overwhelming respect and love
you are feeling for another.
It
can be just as uncomfortable to turn away from bliss as from
pain. The point is that when overwhelmed, a person stops paying
attention to the moment; he or she becomes unable to intend
anything clearly.
Your
future at that moment becomes a muddle of cause and effect,
with you at the effect end of what ever causes were running
in your life when you stopped paying attention rather than
continuing to consciously create your next moment.
Intention
Intention
is the exercise of your will projected into physical creation.
It is the focus of your attention’s (or consciousness’s)
projection of what is conceived as possible into your reality.
The
position of your viewpoint is established by paying Attention
to the time and place in which you exist. This activity sets
up a base from which to project an intention into creation.
The more fully established in the present your viewpoint is,
the more effectively the intention can be projected.
Integrity
Integrity is the key to walking Majix into your next moment.
Integrity is wholeness. In order to be fully present in the
moment, in other words, to be effectively paying attention
to what is in the moment, your integrity must be intact. If
your personal integrity is out of whack, then to whatever
degree it is corrupted, your mind will step in with all the
reasons you are not in your integrity. Now you are paying
attention to the reasons (excuses) and not the present moment.
Yes,
this does include all the reasons you go to a job you dislike
every morning, all the reasons you continue to remain in a
dead or dysfunctional relationship.
All
your experience is the whole(ness) of your existence, whether
painful or blissful. Any attempt to deny any part of that
experience by not paying attention puts you, to a degree,
out of integrity. The more you are willing to accept your
experience for what it is (just that, an experience) without
judging it, the more it is possible to stay paying attention
to the moment in every circumstance.
Standing
in integrity and paying attention to the moment with an intention
becomes your power, because this is how you hold open the
gateway to your intuition.
Intuition
Your
intuition is the source of all your knowing. It is the Ah
Ha! center of your consciousness.
All
that can be known enters your consciousness by way of your
intuition, and, as it does, it makes sense to your mind (if
you let it) and then infiltrates your thinking patterns. I
have watched this happen in myself many times.
Your
intuition is the staging platform for your future.
We
generally conceive of an intuition as a hunch that seems to
let us know what is going to occur in the future. What if
the actual situation is this: in your intuition, that is,
while paying attention and centered in the present moment,
you are actually creating your future? That would handily
explain why you were more or less right about what was going
to happen wouldn’t it?
Are
we creators or not? When are we best able to effectively create
in tune with the rest of creation? When we are in our intuition,
that’s when.
As
we move forward into more rapid and extreme change, more people
are going to be asking what in the *%#*^% is going on and
how do I survive it?
The
answer, no matter what your situation, is to create your own
reality and thus increase the possibility of survival through
your intuition.
These
lessons will be taught by the many natural and civic disasters
that are now beginning to take place in America and across
Europe.
Notice
how many people survive the devastation of whole towns? Ever
listen to the stories of how these people made it through
naturally occurring violent circumstances? How about combat
experience?
By
way of their Intuition, my friends, that’s how. They
just knew what to do in those moments. Thinking was put off
for a little while. These people were busy surviving. The
mind does move back in later with judgments (that was close;
I nearly bought the farm) and a registering of the loss of
physical possessions, but intuition is what got them through
the worst of the situation. So the lessons shall be sown and
shown.
No
one can do this evolution for you and you cannot do this for
anyone else. Not for your wife/husband or girl- boyfriend,
not for your six-month-old baby, not for your grandfather
or your mother. We are all in this together, but each of us
is responsible for our own consciousness. There are no victims
in creation. There are only creators in creation, some of
whom make themselves into victims for their own reasons. The
main reason is that they consider themselves locked out of
their integrity. Yes, there are a whole lot of those people
in this world.
Anyone,
at any time, can come up to full integrity by forgiving themselves.
The most direct way to do this is by climbing into the present
moment and holding on to it with all your might. There is
no past in the present moment so there is nothing to forgive.
All that there is in the present moment is the potential for
new creation, and that in itself is integrity clean and clear.
Not to say that this is the simplest method, just the most
direct. The mind will do its utmost to drag you into the past
or spit you into a future loaded with threats if you let it.
This method may be simple but it’s not easy.
Another,
not quite so direct, method is to consider that all of your
experiences are just that, experiences. Whatever has happened
to you, whatever you think you have been involved in was only
something you witnessed. Anything that you can witness is
manifestly not you, is it? So start asking this question.
“What am I not?” Next time you get worried or
angry try to remember to ask yourself “what am I not?”
and watch what happens to your emotional state.
Well?
Are
you this or that situation? Emotion? Are you this or that
thwarted goal? Are you the opinion of others? “What
are you not?” You are not any thing. You are no-thing.
You are a witness of things and there is no blame, shame or
regret associated with being a witness. This includes all
the dubious decisions you created throughout all your lifetimes.
You are not, and have never been, any of those decisions or
actions. This is the abolition or balancing of Karma, and
it is scheduled for right now, world-wide. Either you pay
for the baggage (karma) with your suffering, created by you
and only you, or you drop the baggage.
Are
you ready to drop the baggage?
Attention,
Intention, Integrity and Intuition.
Start.
Of
course this is a choice, to start. It is a choice to do something
on purpose that will change the very course of your life and
your very consciousness. This choice is being presented to
you at this time because this choice is now available more
widely than ever before.
In
the past, only so much choice was available in any moment
of time. And even now we may regard most of the increase in
choice as having to do with physical options because our consciousness
is directed towards the physical; the center of our civilization’s
consciousness, the Gregorian calendar, is based solely on
the physical (our solar orbit). The fact is that more choices
now exist in every facet of life, including your emotional
state and ultimately your consciousness, not just in the more
concrete spheres.
Here
is an exercise that you can test on yourself.
Next
time you are bummed out, CHOOSE to be bummed out and see how
long and how bad you can make it last. Why do this crazy thing?
Because
more choice is available in creation; the choice to be bummed
is more available than it has ever been before. By making
that choice you will find yourself in a higher emotional state
automatically. (Antagonism or boredom, for instance.)
The
mechanics work something like this: you are not anything you
can witness.
When you witness yourself in an emotion you cannot be that
emotion or in that emotion. Just by intending to be bummed,
you are now at cause to a greater degree and can witness the
emotion for what it is. An experience.
Doing
this on purpose takes a little practice. But actually you
have been doing this in every situation all your life. You
just weren’t aware you were choosing to do it. Here
it is fully acknowledged
that during difficult circumstances these choices will be
difficult. The point is with choice being more available in
general you have more opportunity to make those sorts of choice
than any human that has ever existed before.
The
benefit of having made the choice to experience the event
that you are having means that you are now able to pay attention
to the moment as a witness. As explained above this is the
opening stage for working Majix in your life. Of course there
have been bad times in your life. And because you are able
to read these lines you obviously survived those particular
bad times. The way that you survived and or overcame those
bad times was by eventually paying more attention to your
current environment than having most of your attention stuck
on that “bad’ moment. This may have taken a great
deal of time. In some cases years of time. None of us need
to spend that degree of time coming to this very natural solution.
By choosing to be where you are and to be going through what
ever you are, you become at cause over the whole situation.
It becomes as though you are just witnessing the event rather
than swept up in it.
A
recent example is that while in Calgary recently I had $3,500
stolen from me out of my car. Oh you bet I was upset!
For
at least twenty minutes I fumed at myself for being so inattentive
about the money and not locking the car even though it was
in the driveway. Then, with actually not all that much difficulty,
I started looking at all of the choices I had made that led
to this end result. From there I decided to go ahead and choose
the loss and the upset. It was just another choice. I had
made all the choices up this moment didn’t I? Then what
right did I have not to choose the result? Right then, the
whole upset was basically over. Once I had chosen to be upset
at myself the whole thing was nearly ridiculous. Yes, there
were vacillations or after shocks that were for the most part,
interesting, as the mind tried to drag me off into the past.
I just chose those thoughts too and the mind just went away.
These things that I write are not just to be read but to be
tested and investigated. Many things that we once thought
impossible are now all around us.
It
is now time to be aware of the fact you can/are choosing an
emotion or an experience, and use this consciousness to get
on with your evolution. Test it to trust it. Test this new
possibility for yourself.
In
service to the God~Us
Ian
Xel Lungold