There’s a Jewish word that describes how I feel sharing my
daughter with you, {oh, the word is ‘quvel’ not sure about the spelling, fanatically it’s
correct.} I’m quveling, my entire body
feels this amazing, deep, glorious feeling for my baby girl. Kelly is my youngest of four. She’s brilliant at what ever she sets her
intention on. I’ve learned a great deal
about who I am by watching her, seeing, observing how she lives her life, she
comes from ‘love’, joy follows, contentment, yes, . . .
So, now that I’ve filled you with my quveling, here’s my sweet
daughter Kelly
Dearest Friends:
I need your
help. It can be as quick as 30 seconds or as long as you are moved to
share.
I am doing research on
the topic of problems. We
all have them. They are a part of life. As human beings we
experience many of the same common general problems; such as, not having
enough money to live your desired lifestyle, work stress, or difficulty
communicating with your partner. My
research is on the specific problems that people face in their daily lives.
For example, ordering expensive custom windows and having them look like they
came off the shelf from K-Mart, or having your puppy potty on your beautiful
rug, or having your car break down and no access to call anyone. I’m
interested in learning about the specific issues that are meaningful
to you that create problems and/or get you triggered.
Would you be willing
to share a problem(s) that you are facing or have you faced in
the past? Or problems that your friends have
discussed with you? Could you take a moment to share with me
the specifics of the problem? What was the issue? Who/what was
involved? Why did you find it a problem? Any response you provide will be incredibly helpful.
If no problem comes to mind at the moment you are reading this e-mail, try to
notice the problems you face throughout the day or the problems you heard
others face and share what you observed.
Your feedback will be
part of a seminal body of work that will have profound influence on
healing. If you'd like to hear more about this work when it is ready to
be launch, let me know in your reply e-mail.
Please also forward
this to your network of friends.
Thank you for taking a
moment to contribute!
With deep
gratitude,
Kelly
"The
highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they
become by it." John Ruskin
"Kelly
Kay"
kelly@kellykay.com
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Kelly Kay Wynn, ms, msw, lcsw
Life Coach, Spiritual Psychotherapist, & Self-Mastery Specialist
(708) 689-8050 home
(310) 749-6568 cell
2 / REED
Today is very
family and home centered. Traditions and knowledge are held up high today. Being
centered. Flexible and well balanced is the order of the day.
Yes, staying
flexible is the order of each day, knowing that CHANGE is one of the only
stages of energy we can count on.
Getting caught
up in any ‘DOGMA’ could have you be enmeshed in a web that might strangle
you, holding onto fear, upset, anger, blame, it’s time to let it all go.
Hangin onto
anything that isn’t L O V E is detrimental to your well being.
The 5th night is approaching, what does YOUR New
World look like?
The E T H I C ‘s train is leavin the station. The
ticket for boarding this train is
UNCONDITIONAL L O V E.
Any bag that
has been labeled . . . anger, upset, hate, etc.
YOU GET THE PICTURE!
Will not
be allowed of the train, repeat, will not be allowed on the train.
I’ll be standing
waiting for you, you’ll know me by the hat I’m wearing, it’s the conductors
hat, very handsome, even though I’m the one saying this about me. Well, if
you don’t know who you are, how will anyone else know who you are. This is not
ego, this is knowing who you are, from the heart. I know who you are, being
there’s only the ONE of us here, how could I not know who you are. Sounds
silly to think there’s any strangers out there.
Wal*Mart is the
most fun place to play with people, see how many people you can get to smile
back at you.
My girl friend
{funny, I’m a grandmother and still calling my lady friends my girl friends}
we really are little kids in these big bodies. What a hoot.
Anyway, Almon
and I are in Wal*Mart, I ask her to play the game that Gary and I play, “see
how many people each of us can get to smile back, she likes this game, we did
good, giggling, now we’re in the isle where all the candy is, wow, amazing
choices, there was one other ‘lady’ already in the isle, I said,
Oh no!!! you’re
in the danger isle, she smiled, then we talked about candy, then two more
ladies showed up, again, stating they were in a dangerous isle, they all
agreed, there was laughter goin on, we had a great time.
Everyone that
comes into your space is a member of your family whom you hadn’t met yet. Now
you’ve gotten an opportunity to meet them. Doesn’t get any better than that.
Sure does thrill me.
Remember the
movie “Wag the Dog”. . . its an oldie, yet, what its saying has to do with
what we’re observing from the media right now,
We watched it the
other night, Robert DeNero has a line, here it is:
“Nice enough
people, they just haven’t had enough time to see it through.”
Here’s the
thought that came from this statement. When you appose another’s point of
view, do you allow your thoughts to look at the other persons point of view
before having a negative judgment, or making them wrong for ‘their’ opinion?
Each
one of us does ourselves better than anyone else, no
one does me better than me, so why
would you make me wrong for being me???
You’ve written
your own script, you’re playing all the parts, then you complain that this
isn’t working, well for heavens sake, you’re the writer, CHANGE THE SCRIPT. This isn’t Rocket Science,
this is living in the 3D world, are you remembering who you are, it is the
most joyfilled place in the Cosmo’s,
Pay close
attention while listening to the speaker.
Do you know
where ETHICS starts? ? ? with YOU, YOU ARE THE FIRST ON THE LIST, of all
the most important people in your life, YOU, must take care of yourself,
First. Second, and Third, Mother Theresa said, “If I don’t take care of me
first, how will I be strong enough to take care of the children. {I might be
paraphrasing} it’s very close, I’m sure. And I’m rambling.
Here, try this
one on, you’re on a treasure hunt, you’ve got all the clues, each time you
get the ‘prize’, you get another clue, then, another, get the picture, get the
game? ? ? sure hope so, cause, it’s way fun over here, way fun. . .
they’ve had it right all along, the 12 step program, “Let Go, Let God.” Nothing
to do, give it all away, watch what happens. I’m a great writer, and so are
you, wow, look at this life you’ve chosen, it’s magical, filled with
wonder, THE CHILDREN WILL LEED THE WAY,
While
sitting here writing, something took over, this is what came:
We
are the CHILDREN. . . all are invited. . .
Come
play, it’s what we’ve come here to do . . .
Don’t
ask how, the word HOW is a block wall, it will keep you locked where you say
you don’t want to be, yet, you remain, go out into nature, hug a tree, talk to
her, she will hear you, be there, feel her, know she is there for you always,
she will never desert you, there is only unconditional love, carry that as the
most precious badge, let your joy fill every particle of memory, you know who
you are, matty already told you that, you are the creator, the only one, re
member, well, do you, its time to remember, wake up your neighbor, that’s all
it takes, one, you know that, one, plus one, equals one. We’re growing with
each heart beat. I know you feel it, we’re here, we’ve always been here,
we’ve been your greatest fans, cheering you on, we hear you when you speak to
us, and right now this letter is being writing by matty yet shes not saying
these words, this is the first time she’s allowed us to come through, we thank
you so very much, enjoy for now. We love you.
IN THE SHOWER
5 / Wisdom
Anger crept in, it
snuck up like a guest of wind . . .
Hours trickled by,
my body became stiff, a shower was in order, feeling the warm water was over
me. Singing frees my mind from all the chatter. Summer Time and The Livin is
easy. I love that song. Shaving my legs, clarity hit like a bolt of angelic
wings engulfing me. It was time to put Ian’s picture away. He’s been sitting
on my dresser, I love looking at his sweet face, talking to him brought great
comfort.
This is the next
chapter, release all attachments.
Unsolicited
advice could cause disharmony, anger and separation.
Open mouth, insert foot, must
be why I was married twice. Took awhile to get that one straighten out. Came
home with a Migraine headache, I’ve NEVER HAD one until that moment, and never
since, {this was in the middle of the 1970’s} anyway, I knew The Shower was my
savior, taking off everything that touched my body, the only comfort was,
water. This is what I heard while in The Shower.
“unless asked,
don’t tell.”
Those were the words that
altered my direction, I’m a powerful listener, this allowed me to have peace of
mind to where I am now.
Listening
to how people speak, hearing how disconnected their words are from what they
really would want to have in their life, yet being the mouth moves, words
emerge, the listening is out of sink with the intention.
Hearing people tell me how ‘hard’ their
lives are, and they don’t see how it’s going to get any better. Looking at them
with as ‘serious’ of a face I can muster, and say, yup! You’re right. They
are right for them, because no one does that person better then that person.
On the other hand, if asked for my thoughts, well, thank you, glad to give you
my thoughts.
Being
attached to ANYTHING is detrimental to ones soul. . .
After
I had put Ian’s picture away, {I put him with my momma} something shifted,
later that day, I heard, “it’s time”. . . he’s proud of how we’re moving through these times, the
we’re, is the collective WE.
Finders keepers, losers
weepers. . .
Finding
a treasure, joyfilled feelings flow through like a soft warm breeze. . .
On the other hand, losing a
treasure, {which is an illusion anyway} {when Ian traded in his 3D body for a
light body} felt like his departure created a void in my soul.
Where
does one look to fill the void?
Where
did I look for my new treasure? Most likely it will show up when I least expect
it. . .
As a
rainbow appears after a shower, sun beams reflecting, creating that instant
moment when I would suck in my breath, letting air out with the most pleasant
sound of aah, ohhh, wow, look, look at the rainbow.
Each
time one appears, it’s a new sensation, a new aah. . .
There’s the treasure, holding
onto that joy filled moment, such magic, bliss, breath of life. . .
Breath
yourself back into yourself . . . {Gary said this}
Been
feeling agitated, annoyed? Don’t know why . . .
Recreate
yourself --- create your breath in rhythm with your heartbeat. . . deep belly
breaths . . . move your body, take a brisk walk. . .
For me, walking is my fountain
of youth. And for sure, singing in The Shower. I breath
differently when I sing, I know you know this, most who sing feel the different
energy when singing than speaking.
Paying
attention to the Oracle of the Directions on the Mayan Calendar gives me peace
of mind. I’m
Red, so when it’s a Blue day, Night, Deer, Monkey, Eagle, Storm. I know that
those days are welcoming for me to remember that this energy is about
CHALLENGE
AND STRENGTHEN. So while it’s Challenging me, it’s also giving me great
strength. Allowing me to see beyond my already knowing of who I am, how I am
with these emotions.
Each
day we pull an imaginary ‘ energy’ card out of the Hopper. Gary pulled, “you will be annoyed
today”. . . when he came home that evening, he told me how everything and
everyone annoyed him. . . that night while we were sharing thoughts, it came
to me that the hopper is filled with everything, and anything, what ever you’ve chosen, you can alter at any given moment.
In order to alter the direction, you first must notice, if you were driving
down a one way street, driving in the opposite direction, you would notice pretty
quickly. where you are isn’t exactly where you really want to be, therefore
you have the knowledge to choose once again. And again.
This
same energy applies with people in your life, Ian’s Sun Sign is Yellow,
Yellow
and Red, create the energy of SURPRISE AND MYSTERY. And indeed, our
relationship was about Surprise and Mystery. . . sure had us grow quickly. .
.
That
same day, as Gary pulled ‘annoyed’, I pulled
“Stay Quiet.”
{this
wasn’t noticed until the end of the day, it’s an imaginary hopper}
It
was a grand day for me, Spirit didn’t walk with me this morning, he didn’t feel
well. Walking without him is strange, being this is ‘our’ time, to be alone
with one another. {He’s fine now, he decided he wanted to stay out the night
before, and didn’t reappear until 3 am.
He’s an indoor dog.}
Fish
were jumpin, breeze blowin, golden leaves floating to the ground, hearing the
crunching sound under my feet, Grandfather Sun warming my soul. Doesn’t get
any better than this. . .
Time,
a man made concept of illusion.
I love the simple clarity,
Time/Illusion, yup, I got that.
Clarity
comes to me in so many different ways, sitting quietly, being at the creek
under a tree, Spirit sitting next to me. Then there are times when soothing
music is the ‘key’. My new favorite is “ILLUMINARA”, The Collection.
Charlene’s voice sooths my soul. This is what she said, “ META-SPEAK
Blending spoken word and music, utilizing energetic and vibrational intent to
awaken, raise, and enlighten consciousness.”
www.immaculate-perceptions.com
e-mail: intent.is@msn.com
Enlighten
Consciousness, “if not now, when?”
Most
people don’t know how to take care of themselves!
Taking care of ones ‘Temple’ is
mandatory, being this is the only body we have, don’t ya think it’s important
to take really good care? Dah. Most
of my ‘The Family’ eat for their blood type. Paying close attention to ‘how’
my body feels when I put something in there that rebels. I love the taste from
the India Palace, everything has such amazing sensations in my mouth, within
the hour, my body was screaming at me, not happy, I ate there two more times,
after the third time, I got it, in my being, Ok, mark that one off the list.
I’m not willing to sacrifice the feelings in my body for thirty minutes of
satisfaction of taste. Wild how creative I’ve gotten. OOOHH so much fun.
Are
you listening to whispers from people you don’t know?
This line is from Baby Face,
one of his songs. Good line.
Thinking
about how I would make other people more important
then
me, then I would get upset. What’s up with that?
What
are you hearing?
The
other night Gary said, “This is the most
powerful relationship
I’ve
ever been in!” he was so cute, so animated, this is for me as well,
Wild,
who would have thunk. Yes, thunk.
How
are you deciphering those words?
I’m in my early 30’s, I said
to my husband, “I’m going to go to real state school” he tells me, “you can’t
do that.” I believed him, and didn’t go.
How
did I decipher those words?
Are
you giving ‘That’ more power then what your
soul/heart/intuition is telling you?
Sure
did
Remember,
this NEW CHAPTER is “Release all Attachments.”
Thank you god, I’ve got it
now.
Washing
my hair, ‘In The Shower’, a flood of memories returned.
So
unhappy in my life, feeling any change from the outside world would make me
feel better, I’ve been almost every hair color there is. Cutting my hair
within one inch of my scalp. . . feeling every follicle, the nerve endings
brought emotions to the surface, then I changed husband, thinking, this one
I’ll get right. WRONG.
These
experiences happened in my 20s. . . they were so real, they were as real as
knowing the light at the end of the tunnel was a train, no way out.
One
day a path opened that hadn’t been visible to me until that very moment.
Once
I walked through this portal, there was no turning back, and I know, for sure,
I wouldn’t go back, even if I could. . .
The
clock read, 12:34, Summer time, and the livin
is easy, yes in deed.
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