Matty's Journal
September 2007

“Being judged by someone offends us if the judgment is true and more so if it is false.  When we accuse or judge another, it has the same effect on us as being judged ourselves.”

 

Joseph Chilton Pearce:  From,  The Biology of Transcendence.

          A Blueprint of the Human Spirit

 

 

At this point what occurs in the heart is a huge disruption in one’s relationship, to the self and others, this in turn creates a barrier between you.  The stakes are high, the intensity that causes the relationship to take a turn in a direction you most likely hadn’t anticipated, or wanted, being the relationship started out in a loving place, to remain in that environment one could find that natural place when you look into your heart.

 

Our natural state of being is LOVE. 

 

This is where our sensory system is in complete balance.

 

Judgment is ‘The Wrench’ that throws everything out of balance.

 

This came to me while sitting by the stream.

 

“Fountains flowing over head, daffodils smiling onto the noon day sun.

 

Ah, but to hear the sounds once again, as those memories come floating to the surface of this old woman’s mind.

 

Darkness is what my life had consisted of, no more tomorrows of bright clear waters sparkling in the sunlight.

 

Sadness, nay, blessed life, fortunes come and gone, what  remains is a heart filled with love.”

 

THE KABBALISTIC TRUTH

 

“We all have those days when we wake up upside down.  The fact that we’re doing spiritual work doesn’t inoculate us from that.

In fact the more we grow, the harder our Opponent works to trip us up.  The more capable we become at resisting our selfish impulses, the greater the level of selfishness we have to tackle in order to keep growing.

 

This isn’t meant to scare you, just the opposite.  It’s to let you know that if there is struggle in your process, you’re doing something right.

 

We’re always given challenges at exactly the time we can handle them.”

 

We’ve all read books that have altered our perception of our life.  We encourage others to read those books knowing how powerful they were for us.  I’ve mentioned  Robert Schwartz’s book,  COURAGEOUS SOULS.

 

When I finished reading the last page, I held onto the book feeling that if I let it go, I would return to my ‘OLD’ ways.  Robert’s writing reminded me to

Re~member who I am, what I’ve chosen, why I’ve chosen THIS life.  The power in KNOWING you’ve chosen every step of the way, everyone that is in your life, all the agreements that had been made before you entered into this 3D world.  What a breath of fresh air.

Robert says about Consciousness,

“Consciousness is the most fundamental aspect of life,

You can’t have a universe without it.”

 

Is waking up and option  or  a  choice?

 

Who are you when you come face to face with yourself?

Do you have the courage to look yourself in the eye and speak the entire truth to this image staring back at you?

 

No more secrets, there’s nothing to be ashamed of.  Now more than ever is the time to release all those secrets you’ve been hiding in that place where you might be thinking, ‘if they find out the truth about me, they won’t want to be with me, they won’t like me any longer’.

 

Now is the time to release all of what you’ve been holding onto, no different then cleaning out your closet.  Get rid of all the clothes you haven’t worn in so long, they don’t even fit now.  Those secrets don’t fit.  They’re collecting dust. 

Picture this:  In your arms, the sweetest baby is smiling up at you, eyes sparkling, sweet sounds that are music to your ears, your heart is wide open.  You feel light as a feather . . .

Your desire is for this beautiful baby to have joy, happiness, love, always.

There is so much love pouring from your heart onto ‘baby’, you want this warm fuzzy feeling to last forever.

 

That baby in your arms is YOU,  its all you my friend, it’s all you.

 

When you treat yourself the way you do that  sweet baby cradled in your arms,  that’s Nirvana, Eden, Bliss.

 

How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?

 

So, now that you’re _____years old, how will you live the rest of your life.

 

Since I’ve created my own reality, and the only thing that would stop me is my mind wanting me to ‘grow old and die’. . . well, that ain’t gonna happen.

I choose 35,  I loved that time of my life,  35, and holding.

Now that I’m {so to speak} starting over, starting newly is a daily occurrence, there’s absolutely no~thing that will stop the flow of energy that penetrates my soul.

 

We have 86,400 seconds everyday, there’s no rollovers, you can’t horde these seconds, you use them up, or loose them.  How many of these seconds do you give yourself to enjoy those moments, do you wait until you can take a vacation?  Do you wait for the week end so you can enjoy your life?  Take ownership in EVERYTHING you do, from cleaning the toilet to _______

fill in your hearts desire. 

 

So, how many of these 86,400 seconds have you used to experience joy, harmony, passion, love? 

 

IF  NOT  NOW,   WHEN?

 

If those 86,400 were $$$, I’m sure you would find zillions of things to do.

Remember, there’s no rollover, it MUST be used in one day. Each day the bank would give you $86,400, yet, you could be cut off without notice.

www.drboylan. com  

 

Future Scenario

 

Friends and Star Kids,

 

   A Star Being incarnated as a Human in this lifetime, and who is a trusted associate, shared the following remote-viewing information.

    Three persons were consulting in an out-of-the-way building's windowless room about the "Grand Story" that the Cabal plan to launch in the not-so-far future.

    The "Grand Story" would be that which Dr. Werner Van Braun had warned Dr, Carol Rosin about in 1974: the Cabal would use global terrorism [such as 9/11] to justify fear and panic; then that the Cabal would present a world-galvanizing catastrophe of an approaching killer asteroid, (they already did that with the 5/5/05 "Planet X"-return story, but it fizzled); then next they would present the Alien Invasion story, which would cause all Humanity, in panic, to unite under whatever fascist "world leadership" the Cabal would throw up to repel the Evil Alien Menace.

    The Star-Being-incarnat e further identified that the two men and woman who would help front this "Alien Invasion" story were noted ufologists Dr. Steven Greer, Dr. Michael Salla and Linda Moulton Howe.   

    The "Grand Story" which these three were secretly discussing would unfold like this.

    Cabal scientists and/or government officials would "reveal" "alarming new evidence" that an all-out Alien Invasion is imminent.  Greer would say he has obtained "new information" corroborating this, and has been wrong all along about the aliens being good, and now realizes they are evil. Salla, who has said that "aliens are evil" all along would say, "I told you so." Moulton Howe would say that, on the whole, her "findings" concur that the aliens are evil. 

    The Cabal-controlled world governments would declare global martial law. Then fake "alien" attacks, featuring antigravity Cabal craft armed with Star Wars energy weapons, would annihilate whole populations, mostly in areas of the Third World, thus achieving the Cabal desire to thin "undesirable" (to the Cabal elite) populations, but with token attacks in the developed countries as well, for credibility.

    The Cabal "world leadership" would then counter-attack (with their antigravity craft) and try to shoot the "Enemy Invaders" out of the sky. Since the real Star Nations would stay away from this madness, the Cabal would simply send up drone antigravity craft to play the Alien Invaders, who would dutifully get shot down.

    A grateful world would accept the Cabal "leaders'" legitimacy, and allow them unlimited power.

    This glimpse into the future is presented on the rubric that: better forewarned than caught unaware.

 

          in the light,

 

Richard Boylan, Ph.D., LLC; Councilor

President, Star Kids Project, Ltd

Email: drboylan@sbcglobal. net

Website:  www.drboylan. com  

Diamond Springs, California 95619,  USA

 

 

Sticks and stones can,  remember saying that when you were a kid?

We said these words, yet, did we REALLY understand the power behind these words, THEY are powerful, and meaningful.

Sticks and stones can break my bones, names can never harm me.

 

YET    we sit with the grand illusion that when someone says something to us, we internalize those words and create havoc.  Rather then getting the person that is speaking holds words, not sticks or stones.  What ever the words are, one’s mind takes all into consideration, then responds as though there was something that ‘could’ harm you.  In the event your body has a reaction, you might want to check in, to see if there’s some truth in what is being said to you.

 

Kathleen and I were driving to Los Angeles, she was sharing a story, when she finished, I shared something that seemed to me at the time to possibly make her life easier, less emotional, less frantic.

 

She said, “It seems to me, when ever I share these kinds of thoughts with you, you have something to say that sounds as though you’re making me wrong.”  My first reaction was,  “I’m not making you wrong, I’m giving you my point of view.”  I was defending my position.  we stopped talking for a few moments.  Looking deep within, seeing that my emotional body had a reaction.

My body is my barometer,  I got what she was telling me, I saw a side of me that no one had pointed out until that moment.

 

It took a couple of days for me to assimilate  this event.  I called her, saying,  “Kath,  what you had said to me the other day,  you rocked my world, and I thank you,  I see how over bearing I can be, and righteous at times.”

 

In sharing this story with daughter Jo~e, her response was,  “She must really love you to be bold enough to tell you her truth.” 

 

I’m open to everything and anything any one wants to say to me, having a huge listening, being my foundation remains as always,

LOVE